Aoya

zutto nanika o ki ni shite ikite kimashita.
zutto haji o shinonde ikite kimashita.
"e, chigau no?" to iu kotoba ni
ichiban kurushimeraremashita.
wakatte hoshii to negai,
sore de ite "wakaru" to iwarereba,
wakaru wake ga nai to omoi,
mou kokoro wa isshoubun hatarakimashita.

sasshi, sasserare. sonna yaritori ni
tsukarete shimatta dake nano desu.
tada sore ijou no koto wa kangaerarenaku,
tada mou yametai no desu.

ieba nanika ga kanarazu tsutawaru rashii no desu.
yuuki o dashite itta koto ga,
minasan ni totte wa shinsoko dou demo ii
koto dattari suru no desu.
kekkyoku nani mo kawaranakattari suru no de,
mata haji ga fueru no deshita.

atama o karappo ni shite, hito no you ni
ugokitsuzukeru koto ga dekite imashita.
kitto kono mama ikeba,
ugoku shinin no you ni ikitsuzukeru
koto wa dekiru no deshou.
ichiban yoi hazu no ima ga shinin nara,
sarani rekka suru mirai ni
kitai suru mono ga nani mo nai no desu.

aishi, aisare. atta koto wa
shitte ite mo kokoro ugokazu,
yasumeba mata omoidaseru to shiri tsutsu mo,
hanpa wa yurusarenai no desu.

sore naraba mou, yamesasete hoshii
no desu. nando mo hikitomete itadaku no ni mo
tsukarete, shuushi damatte imashita.
nani mo shinai koto igai,
sei o shouhi suru sube ga wakaranaku nari,
yameru koto o ketsui shita no deshita.

kantan ni "shinitai" da no
"mou muri" da no to iu yatsu ga kirai deshita.
sore ga ima wa karugarushiku
moji ni okosete shimau koto ni,
moushiwake nasa ga tsunoru no deshita.

kimi dake ga "ii yo" to ii,
tatta sore dake de sukuwareru hanashi deshita.
owari no mienai hitosuji no michi yori,
owari no mieru meiro no hou ga raku nano desu.
semete sore made wa ganbatte
ikite miyou to omoeru no deshita.